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Об этом нужно писать на родном языке. Ведь думаешь, дышишь, вспоминаешь на нем. Ведь рвешься Я так хочу домой, ту&

Tearing around the search for my professional identity, i  suddenly and once more realized: children. They are the only reason because of which i shouldn't have left psychology. Sometimes they cry loudly, sometimes they act up.. but.. but they're children and they aren't responsible for their sufferings, for all that pain... They grow "bad/mad/unhappy" people because of their parents or others , not of their own and each of them should has a chance to be happy, to be healthy, expressing himself, living.

I've been watching movies by Theo Angelopulos during last months. Have you watched his works? I find them marvelous: silent, symbolic, flowing like water and quite like the autumn air. They are all about the same: about home and no return, about crossing the border/line, about death which lasts the whole life. "Reconstruction" was of no interest, but the others... He reminds me Tarkovsky telling his symbolic stories, his stories about loneliness as a form of a сreative life, about nostalgia and eternal search for home.